Day Numero Uno: Fail

So today was the first day of my diet. And I personally think that it didn't go too well.
I did drink my bottle of water in the morning and I think i'm going to continue that.

I didn't walk my dog OR do any crunches.

I did go to McDonald's with my boyfriend and his friends and i'm happy to say I didn't buy anything! I only had a few sips of my boyfriends sprite.

Tomorrow: RUN FOR SURE!

On a side note I have a toutube contest happening, so go check it out on my youtube. (tiinaxox) comment and maybe you could win a mini set of OPI holiday nailpolishes.
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Day Numero Uno: Fail

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Gaining weight.

So gaining weight really does not feel good. I hate that I know i'm small but I'd rather be toned.

I've decided that i'm going to go on a diet.
But not like a food only diet, it's going to be more like a life diet, and when a diet's done for long enough, it turns into a lifestyle.

I so here are the things that i'm going to put on my food diet:

- less pop! I drink SO much pop without even realizing it! I'm going to limit myself to one pop every week. Firstly that'll save me money because I'm not buying drinks at school or at the mall or anything, and secondly it'll probably make me feel better to not have such a high sugar intake.

- No energy drinks! I love energy drinks, but not because they're supposted to make you have more energy I just like the taste. (more money saving YAY!)
- No junk food! Cutting down on junk will make me have good meals instead of not eating half because I've been munching on junk.

- less starbucks! This one will kill me! I need to cut down on full fat starbucks drinks! I'm trying really hard to stay away from starbucks in geneal by buying the tazo tea and making it at home and bringing it to school and stuff.

-More water intake! I drink close to no water a day! I personally hate the taste of water. It's just not yummy. I've come up with a plan to at least get one glass in me for sure. In a water bottle beside my bed I put some lemon slices in water and every morning first thing I have to do is drink the water bottle, that way I get a refreshing drink in the morning and it's healthy. (it'll be especially refreshing if I feeze the water during the day so when I wake up it's cool to drink. )

And i'm going to do some actual exercise changes too. :

- walk the dog every other day for half an hour.

- run the dog the alternate day of the walk to twenty minutes.
- go to hot yoga clases.=)

- two hundred crunches daily spread out througout the day.

And that's all I can think of for noq.
Pictures and video's will soon be added.
Night.
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Youtube Giveaway!

Hey everyone! So just letting everyone one know that I'm having a giveaway on my youtube channel! and all it takes to enter is a comment!
I'll be giving these two sets of mini OPI nail polishes away at the end of January =)

Christmas!

Merry Christmas to everyone! Hope it's a good one. Love you all!
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Holidays

Hello. I just got a brand new camera. It's gorgeous. I'm so excited to use it!
Love love loveee.
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New phone =)

Hey everyone!
I got a new phone yesterday and now it's finally working fully! I got a little black BlackBerry pearl. I love it so much. It's going to basically become my life.

I'll be able to post more stuff more often. =)
Yay! =)

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NEWPOSTNEWPOST NEW POST.

Hello Lovelies, How've you all been?

I know that it's almsot christmas, so exciting.
=) I've almost finished christmas shopping, except for the boyfriends family. That's gonna be a bitch to find good presents.
=( Oh Well.

SCHOOL OUT.
No big. On Vacationnnn. But not really since I'm working all day everyday. but no, just until the 23rd. (aka tomorrow) And then maybe after christmas and boxing day. But I'm really not sure.

My boyfriend turn eighteen in a month! So exciting. =) But now, that's another present I need to find. Crap.
I'm thinking some country band's concert tickets, since he's into that. I'm not too sure that I'll really want to go, so if he really want's he could probably take someone else. Which is fine by me.

Hmm, what else is new?

OH -youtube (www.youtube.com) GO FIND ME AND SUBSCRIBE AND RATE. my account is tiinaxox :look it up. =)
I'll see if i can improve my blog & facebook, but remember that I'm new at it!
=(

Up-date.

So, life has been good. =) it's really fun.
WEATHER IS RETARDED. THE SNOW CAN LEAVE NOW! I don't want four feet of snow

Update on life.

So, again, i always forget to update my blogger but now I have my laptop back. =) which is partially why i was never on the computer.

Quick low down :
-stephen and I are at almost a happy three months.
-cheer is fun, a bitch, but fun.
-football is over. =( but we won citites, no big.
-micheal bernard fitzgerald is coming to my school, no big. =)
- riders lost grey cup, due to counting issues. HAHA.
-dance coming up, =) yay for parties.
-i was one year older on november fifth. =)
-transformers 2 is an excellent movie.
-white lies is an excellet band.
-english online can go die. =(
-graduation in a few months.
-frameing hanley is my band of the moment.
-my favorite line from a song right now is 'brush my teeth with a bottle of jack, 'cause when i leave I ain't commin' back'.
-nina ricci dress for grad? I think so. =)
-y'unno what sucks? Two hundred dollar phone bills.
-y'unno what else sucks? Needing a new phone, again, thinkingof the blackberry pearl, since i like those. =)
-christmas shopping soon. Need to find presents for everyone. =( not so fun. Why? Because i have to spend scrilla (money). =(
-maybe i'll just get people shit from the bay. The bay is nice, ish.

Boytoy.

I loveeeeeee my boyfriend. He's quite amazing.
& i love hallowe'en. =)
Sexy sailor tomorrow , boyfriends being a cowboyy. =)

NEWS FLASH!

So, blogger wasn't on my top-priorities list. Which is understandable. But oh man, so much to review. I'll make a list : school, football, cheer, friends, boys.

School: school has been pretty crazy, =) but fun. My mark in bio is improving, physics is a thing of the past, gym is good, and social, is well, social. (lameeeee). Oh well. I like gym, today we went curling, which is kind of lame. But tomorrow we're going bowling. =)

Football: OH MY GOD, WHAT A SEASON. So we've only lost one game and then we came back and destroyed. =) todays game we won 15-0, which is kinda a sitty score in comparison with the rest. We get a by on wednesday and we're in semi's next week. So stolked! Happy to report that there we're no injuries other than a bloody nose. =)

Cheer : one word - tough.

Friends: my friends are fan-fucking-tastic! =) i love them. x a million. =)

Boys: so, my boyfriend (two months next friday) is an absolute cutie & i love him. =) he makes my day.

Winter, & It's only October.

Hello lovelies, sorry that it's been about a million years since I
last posted anything! I'll make sure to explain.

So school has started, it feels like I've been at school for about
five months now and it's only been a month. It's the fifth of
October. So lame. Anyways, school is pretty boring most days, plus
English online is so terrible. I think that this post will be updating
everyone on school.
Well, my classes such balls no joke. Social with moquin?! Suicide!
Then gym, that's a decent class. Then biology in room 331 with
Nicholson, I just about kill myself everyday in her class. Last but
not least physics, joy. With Philips, who has such a monotone voice,
it makes me fall asleep. No joke. Oh, then my days not over. Far from
it. Next comes a love in my life: football =) it's the most amazing
sport in the world. At football I take care of gross, disgusting,
smelly football boys, but I love it.
Then I have cheer that I usually go to smelling like gross football
boy. But cheer I stil love, without cheer I would die.
(powercheercalgary.com, go check it out.) then I come home, do
homework, sit on facebook And at one am post stuffon blogger.
Anyways. Night.
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Lover Boy

So, the boy that i like asked me out last week & i said no because at the time i didn't like him enough to say yes plus, he's such an amazing guy friend. He's like my best guy friend. And then at my house party we kind of hit it off again. He asked me out again yesterday & i said yes this time. It was so cute, he was on top of the world, he was so stolked. It made me super happy. He was such a cutie. I think that he very well could be the nicest guy i know.
I'm really glad that we're going out. =) it makes me really happy. =)

Hdlkshd.

School sucks balls.

Sunday Nights

Today was a shit show. Firstly boys are dumb. I hate it when guys don't catch a hint. =( secondly why can't guys & girls just BE FRIENDS! SO DUMB. I'm just frustrated. =( stevo i miss you as one of my best friends.

School

School = fml. I hate school. Stupid grad year, makes everything so difficult.

America's Got Talent

Soo, some of america really DOESN'T have talent. Ew.

Lauren Conrad

So, L.A. Candy is a piece of shit book. Don't read it. You'll want to papercut your eyes out.

Sleepless Nights.

I haven't been on blogger much, but that's because i've been super busy.
My trip to cabo was fan-fucking-tastic. =) i made new friends from Iowa, too bad i don't really know where that is & i don't really want to go to Iowa.

I got back from cheer camp '09 on sunday morning absolutly dead! Never have i been more sore in my life! Like, no joke!
Haha, also, super proud of polishing off 16 red bulls & a 2-6 of grey goose with my buddy at a friends bbq. =) it was great, even though red bull & vodka mixed together is basically a heart attack in a cup. Oh well, you only live once. =)

I had football camp today, it was pretty sweet. I'm training seniors this year with a few girls. They're pretty nice. =) the qb's pretty decent looking. I missed sports med training & i get all of my hours done for my class. =) here comes like, 100 % in sports med 35. =) school officially starts on thursday, even though i'm back all week & i only have to go half of the day for school.

Okayyy kinda tired. Goodnight.

School.

Back to schooooolll.
Thank god.
=) tired of staying home & doing nothing.

Mexico here i come!

I'm sitting in a car on my way to the airport for MEXICOOOO.
Yay. =)

Three Cheers Hooray!

Yay! Finally, my blogger mobile works! Now, when i'm bored or have something to blog about I CAN. =) that makes me happy.
Gosh, i'm such a nerd.
The only thing that's a pain in the butt is that i have no labels, that's okay, i'll just fix it when i'm on my computer, it won't be to hard.

MEXICOOO in a few hours! ( just a reminder. Incase you forgot! )

P.s. Taylor Lautner is a sex god. =) yumm.

To Continue....

As i was saying before i accidentally pushed 'send'
- New birkenstocks! The pair i have right now is soooooooooo worn! Plus i saw really cute ones at the mall.
- New extensions for my grad pictures.
And that's all for now.
This better have worked.

This Better Work.

So, this is the third time I've tried to set up the mobile blogger thing and this time it better work.
I'm laying in bed right now, doing nothing, except, well, blog. I wish I had a book. Too bad i read all of mine. I'll have to pick one up at the airport tomorrow on my way to MEXICOOOO. So stokled for that.
My bestfriend's picking me up at like, 7:10-ish am to drive down to the airport and then our flight leaves at 10:30 am. My passport picture looks terrible! I hate it, but then again, so do most people.
I'm really craving starbucks right now. Well, a venti vanilla berry blossom white tea misto to be exact.
Again, i'll just pick it up tomorrow before i board the plane. I'm really just super excited about wearing all the fabulous clothes that i bought. Like my maxi dress, =) i can't wait to wear that one. =) or my new tanks from hollister & abercrombie. I don't usually like abercrombie, but the one tank i got is soooooo soft and i love it. =) plus it was on sale.
I got a bunch of new make-up for this trip too. I got a new eyeliner from sephora that i'm pumped to use. =) it's this glittery black that's oober gorgeous. =) but my mac powder broke! I dropped it today in my washroom and it shattered all over the place! There goes 50 dollars. =( i had to make an emergency run to sephora and pic out a new powder, i got Make Up Professionals in Velvet, hopefully i'll like it as much as my mac studio fix. Even though i doubt it. Haha, i watched some hauls today on youtube and some 'what's in your purse' vlogs, and i'm pretty sure that when i get back from my trip i'm going to make one. I watched a few hauls on lush and i want to go get some soap. I might do that when i get cashflow. Which will be like, september-ish.
That reminds me, i should probably make a list of what i need to save money for when i hae cashflow.
- New ray-bans / aviators with gold rims sine i LOST my seven hundred dollar gucci ones.
- %ew

Edmonton Low Down.

So back to my little homee after visiting the City of Edmonton, can't say that i really loved Edmonton, i've never really liked the city. Downtown was pretty okay. it was kind of fun. CALGARY HAD A MAJOR RAINSTORM! i'm so glad i missed it!
I did get some new r&r's for cheap, and a bunch of clothes for the mall.
My dog chewed my copy of Breaking Dawn though! i was super pissed. Still, i wish i had my own Jacob Black. I'm still on team Jacob, and Taylor's super hot.
CABO SAN LUCAS TOMORROW MORNING. I'm getting picked up at 7:40am tomorrow to the airport and then off to San Diego Califorina!!!
Super Stolked!
I need to go pick up a new book. I read Dan Brown's Angels & Demons already in three days, and now i need something for the flight.

GRADUATION MAKES ME MAD!

urghhhhh! i found the dress i want for grad!
AND I CAN'T FIND WHERE TO BUY IT ANYWHERE!
This is so frustrating! ARGHFHAJS;!

Carnival.

MEXIICCCCOOOOO IN LESS THAN EIGHT DAYS.
I'm soo pumped.
Get to be on a beach in Mexico with one of my bestfriends. (Claree <3)
Then i get to be on this lovely ship.

Tour de France.

I have an idea. It's actually really cute, i think.
Since I'm going to be moving out in less than a year i figured i'd have ideas for when i move out.
My first idea is about my yellow Tour de France jersey that my dad bought me in Paris, France.
He gave it to me for my fifteenth birthday. It was kind of a big deal. So my idea is not to be told to my dad until he comes and visits me in Van-city. Here's the plan: since I'm not going to wear a Tour de France jersey very much and i don't really want to ruin it, I'm going to frame it. And under the jersey I'm going to put a picture of my dad & me in our jerseys standing in the middle of Paris. I kind of want to put a little plaque under it saying something along the lines of " Paris, France Verano 2007"
I think it's a cute idea. It'll have to wait for a while though.
I think my dad will really like it when he comes to visit me and it's hanging on my wall somewhere in my house.

Kandee

New love:
- Kandee the Make-Up artist. She's fabulous.

$$$

Money i still owe my mother:
- $ 1650

Money Needed for TO Fashion week:
- $ 5000

Porsche's are pretty.

I came up with stuff i lovee today.
It's pretty sweet. Oh! and i came up with some lits and such that i should probably document just because i tend to be a blond secretly.

<3 :
- Venti vanilla berry blossom tea misto's from starbucks.
- Venti raspberry passion tea lemonade's from starbucks.
- Clare's Chevy Tahoe.
- Porsche's. (going to be my first car i swear!)
- Black peep-toe pumps.
- Toronto Fashion Week.
- Late curfews.
- VANCOUVER!

bunkk:
- Giving my mom all of my paycheck! (buh-bye eight-hundred dollars.)
- Still owing my mom seventeen-hundred dollars!
- Working my ass off at home and only getting fifty bucks off my debt.
- I CAN'T DRIVE BY MYSELF YET!
- The fact that TO fashion week is five grand!
- That i have no money for mexico.
- No new heels.

Oh man!

soo, i haven't had the computer in a while, my stupid internets been down, but it's fixed now.
=) mexico in like, less than two weeks.
Edmonton in three.
I no longer have a boyfriend. We ended it.

Creeper Vibe

Um, i think there's a vibe i give off. A vibe that attracts creepers! I honestly don't understand. I don't walk around in a short skirt and let my boobs fall out, so why do i get creepers that are always attracted to me. It's really terrible. I hate it. Or a guy i show remote interest in sometimes turn out to be creeps. Like, what the hell! I don't understand.
At all.
Gahh, creepers make me mad.

Graduation dress.

So, i was watching this old Fashion Television podacst on itunes, and then on a segment of Olivier Theyskens for Nina Ricci in the 2008 Spring Collection, a gold floor length gown pops up. I want it for my grad dress. It's gorgeous. Let me repeat that: GORGEOUS.
I want it.
Final answer. I can't find a picture f it yet. But i will.
Nina Ricci spring 2008 Collection. Gold dress worn by a brunette. I'm going to find it.

The Boyfriend

I think that i'm going to be someone that blogs a lot. But oh well.
So to kind of unwind. To say the least. I'm going to kind of spill everything that i think needs spilling.
Now, where to start. So, hm, i don't know.
I have a boyfriend of three months that i don't know what to do with. A dog named Piccolino ( meaning little boy in italian. ) I have an annoying pain in the butt sister. I have two almost divorced yet still together set of parents ( whom i love, don't get me wrong. ) I have friends that a million people would trade for. I have a house that's too small for my liking, but cozy all the same.
My boyfriend of three months name is eric. I can;t say i love him as much more than a friend. I lust for him right now. One major problem, he's super frigid. Like, a lot. I don't know. All of his friends tell me that he really likes me, buttt, somehow i don't see it. It doesn't feel like we're dating. It feels likes we're just friends, partially for our long-ish lasting relationship is that he's always busy. He does track, speed skating, and ten million other things in a day. He just came back from europe ( France & Italy ) because he was visiting his sister ( so amazing right? ) But somehow he won't do anything with me. He's always too busy. Or with his other friends. It makes me somewhat of a bitch. But i'm sorry, i can't help that.
I only wish that eric would get over what ever the fuck he needs to or else i'm going to break up with him.
That was my rant.
I might blog more after. Probably will. But chao for now.

Helena Christensen

soo, today was what i consider a bust. Not only was i stuck cleaning all day, i could've avoided it. I'm not happy that i missed the Sun & Salsa fest, but whateverrr now i guess. Kinda sucks.
One bonus. i was looking though my book on vogue covers and the November 1992 cover was really pretty. I was stolked.
The cover model was Helena Christensen. The best thing is, i actually like the cover, not like lot's of the 90's that seem weird to me, even though they were considered fashionable.

I'm thinking Mustang?

Soo, two very important things have come to mind.
one : I need to get my license. no joke.
two : i need to get a car. And not a shitty car, a nicer car. I'm not looking for a lambo, maybe like, a jeep or a mustang or something like that.
Oh, three things came to mind :
I need to move out. I'm looking at post secondary schools in europee, that's such a stretch though. Vancouver's already pushing it. A lot.
Whatever. In the end it's my choice. So i might move to vancouver, and then to London, or Milan, or New York or something like that.
Only time will tell =)

Vancouver, Toronto, Milan, NYC ?

My life may be seen as pretty simple and easy. 

That I'm the one that makes it hard. That it could be easy.

But this life is the only one i've ever known, i can't change how i've lived it now. I like my life so far. It's been pretty dece. Can't say it's been a breeze, i've had my up's and down's, but who hasn't. So whatever, i'm just a small-ish city girl hoping to make it in the big fashion industry. I know that i'll put my heart into it and that i'll work my ass off to get myself far in life. Because my father does not want me to go into fashion it only drives me that much further to succeed in life. 

I can't say that fashion was my first choice, nor will it be my last. And i know that it's not going to be an easy road and that i have to set myself apart from everyone else already. 

I'm trying. I'm trying to learn everything about fashion that i can. I'm trying to get my face out there in Canada, in Vancouer, in Toronto, in Montreal, in any place that i can.

I'm going to San Diego in like, 17days (with my best friend Clareee <3)>

I want to learn everything i can about Gucci, LV, Fendi, Hermes, Dior, and any other big name out there just to be able to have at least a little bit of a backround. 

Fashion is what drives me, the whole big scene, the glamour, the lifestyle is what i want to experience, coming from basically nothing to now, having at least a little bit makes me want to live the better life and a higher lifestyle. That may be shallow, and maybe i am shallow, i think i tend to be, but i don't want to admit it. I don't think anyone ever does. I don't know. All i know is that i'm going to make it far. I'm not going to be a washout, i'm going to be someone in this lifetime, i'm going to prove my father that i can make a career out of fashion. That's a promise. 

I WILL make it far, i will NOT quit. Ever. 

the first.

This is my first blog, and I'm kind of excited about it. 

This blog started because of a book, more specifically : A Year in High Heels by Camilla Morton.

Her book is really good. I'm going to try and read it and follow some of it (not the diets or the haute couture), but i will try reading the books, and maybe learning a bit more about the world outside this city.

To start my goals for right now are :

- finish high school strong. 

- get into John Casablancas Fashion School in Vancouver.

- get a job! ASAP.

- settle my home life and less fights with my parents.

- get $5000 for Toronto Fashion week in October and then another $3000 for the Fall/Winter Fashion week in TO.

Too bad my father does not approve of fashiiiooooonnn school.

Oh well. I don't care. =)

-xo. Tatiana.