That I'm the one that makes it hard. That it could be easy.
But this life is the only one i've ever known, i can't change how i've lived it now. I like my life so far. It's been pretty dece. Can't say it's been a breeze, i've had my up's and down's, but who hasn't. So whatever, i'm just a small-ish city girl hoping to make it in the big fashion industry. I know that i'll put my heart into it and that i'll work my ass off to get myself far in life. Because my father does not want me to go into fashion it only drives me that much further to succeed in life. I can't say that fashion was my first choice, nor will it be my last. And i know that it's not going to be an easy road and that i have to set myself apart from everyone else already.
I'm trying. I'm trying to learn everything about fashion that i can. I'm trying to get my face out there in Canada, in Vancouer, in Toronto, in Montreal, in any place that i can.
I'm going to San Diego in like, 17days (with my best friend Clareee <3)>
I want to learn everything i can about Gucci, LV, Fendi, Hermes, Dior, and any other big name out there just to be able to have at least a little bit of a backround.
Fashion is what drives me, the whole big scene, the glamour, the lifestyle is what i want to experience, coming from basically nothing to now, having at least a little bit makes me want to live the better life and a higher lifestyle. That may be shallow, and maybe i am shallow, i think i tend to be, but i don't want to admit it. I don't think anyone ever does. I don't know. All i know is that i'm going to make it far. I'm not going to be a washout, i'm going to be someone in this lifetime, i'm going to prove my father that i can make a career out of fashion. That's a promise.
I WILL make it far, i will NOT quit. Ever.
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