The Boyfriend

I think that i'm going to be someone that blogs a lot. But oh well.
So to kind of unwind. To say the least. I'm going to kind of spill everything that i think needs spilling.
Now, where to start. So, hm, i don't know.
I have a boyfriend of three months that i don't know what to do with. A dog named Piccolino ( meaning little boy in italian. ) I have an annoying pain in the butt sister. I have two almost divorced yet still together set of parents ( whom i love, don't get me wrong. ) I have friends that a million people would trade for. I have a house that's too small for my liking, but cozy all the same.
My boyfriend of three months name is eric. I can;t say i love him as much more than a friend. I lust for him right now. One major problem, he's super frigid. Like, a lot. I don't know. All of his friends tell me that he really likes me, buttt, somehow i don't see it. It doesn't feel like we're dating. It feels likes we're just friends, partially for our long-ish lasting relationship is that he's always busy. He does track, speed skating, and ten million other things in a day. He just came back from europe ( France & Italy ) because he was visiting his sister ( so amazing right? ) But somehow he won't do anything with me. He's always too busy. Or with his other friends. It makes me somewhat of a bitch. But i'm sorry, i can't help that.
I only wish that eric would get over what ever the fuck he needs to or else i'm going to break up with him.
That was my rant.
I might blog more after. Probably will. But chao for now.