Sleepless Nights.

I haven't been on blogger much, but that's because i've been super busy.
My trip to cabo was fan-fucking-tastic. =) i made new friends from Iowa, too bad i don't really know where that is & i don't really want to go to Iowa.

I got back from cheer camp '09 on sunday morning absolutly dead! Never have i been more sore in my life! Like, no joke!
Haha, also, super proud of polishing off 16 red bulls & a 2-6 of grey goose with my buddy at a friends bbq. =) it was great, even though red bull & vodka mixed together is basically a heart attack in a cup. Oh well, you only live once. =)

I had football camp today, it was pretty sweet. I'm training seniors this year with a few girls. They're pretty nice. =) the qb's pretty decent looking. I missed sports med training & i get all of my hours done for my class. =) here comes like, 100 % in sports med 35. =) school officially starts on thursday, even though i'm back all week & i only have to go half of the day for school.

Okayyy kinda tired. Goodnight.

Edmonton Low Down.

So back to my little homee after visiting the City of Edmonton, can't say that i really loved Edmonton, i've never really liked the city. Downtown was pretty okay. it was kind of fun. CALGARY HAD A MAJOR RAINSTORM! i'm so glad i missed it!
I did get some new r&r's for cheap, and a bunch of clothes for the mall.
My dog chewed my copy of Breaking Dawn though! i was super pissed. Still, i wish i had my own Jacob Black. I'm still on team Jacob, and Taylor's super hot.
CABO SAN LUCAS TOMORROW MORNING. I'm getting picked up at 7:40am tomorrow to the airport and then off to San Diego Califorina!!!
Super Stolked!
I need to go pick up a new book. I read Dan Brown's Angels & Demons already in three days, and now i need something for the flight.

Vancouver, Toronto, Milan, NYC ?

My life may be seen as pretty simple and easy. 

That I'm the one that makes it hard. That it could be easy.

But this life is the only one i've ever known, i can't change how i've lived it now. I like my life so far. It's been pretty dece. Can't say it's been a breeze, i've had my up's and down's, but who hasn't. So whatever, i'm just a small-ish city girl hoping to make it in the big fashion industry. I know that i'll put my heart into it and that i'll work my ass off to get myself far in life. Because my father does not want me to go into fashion it only drives me that much further to succeed in life. 

I can't say that fashion was my first choice, nor will it be my last. And i know that it's not going to be an easy road and that i have to set myself apart from everyone else already. 

I'm trying. I'm trying to learn everything about fashion that i can. I'm trying to get my face out there in Canada, in Vancouer, in Toronto, in Montreal, in any place that i can.

I'm going to San Diego in like, 17days (with my best friend Clareee <3)>

I want to learn everything i can about Gucci, LV, Fendi, Hermes, Dior, and any other big name out there just to be able to have at least a little bit of a backround. 

Fashion is what drives me, the whole big scene, the glamour, the lifestyle is what i want to experience, coming from basically nothing to now, having at least a little bit makes me want to live the better life and a higher lifestyle. That may be shallow, and maybe i am shallow, i think i tend to be, but i don't want to admit it. I don't think anyone ever does. I don't know. All i know is that i'm going to make it far. I'm not going to be a washout, i'm going to be someone in this lifetime, i'm going to prove my father that i can make a career out of fashion. That's a promise. 

I WILL make it far, i will NOT quit. Ever.